Making sense of the rules.
Everyday I learn a little new about myself; about things I like or dislike, things that set me off or even looks of girls that make me go crazy over.
But there are some lessons that keep repeating itself. Lessons that I swore I learnt by heart, lessons to keep my throbbing head sane, lessons that make the most logical sense.
And yet somehow the unbind themselves, allowing their importance to slowly fade away.
And when crisis comes I re-learn everything all over again.
The pain, the solutions, the conclusions.
None of it changes, but I learn them again.
How can answers so logical, be forgotten so easily? Are rules not meant to be followed, to be obeyed?
I keep telling myself to keep the course, to follow the rules I set out for myself.
Surely I follow, surely I veer off course.
I only hope I go somewhere, eventually.
