If I could be myself, in all honesty and truthfulness, then everything that I say would be me and truly me.
The world might shun me and snigger at my expense, but I would have a clean slate of consciousness.
And everything I said would come and flow naturally, because I would have nothing to hide.
And then when I find you, and you find me, I would have nothing to hide from you and you would see me in all my honesty, truthfulness and weakness.
And really, I would like that.