Crazy is doing the same thing over and over again, only to keep expecting the same result every time.
Sometimes I think I am crazy. I keep repeating the same mistakes, do the same stupid actions… I just wonder if I ever learn.
I tell myself things will be different, sometimes even ignore the past and just hope against odds that the future pans out differently.
Is it the smart thing to do? Of course not.
But woe be us humans, if we ever took no for an answer and left it as it is.
We are stubborn and insistent. As I shall be too. What people see as crazy… I see as knocking the same wall over and over again with my head, waiting for a crack to smash it down.
So yes, by all definitions I am mad.
But maybe, there’s a method to my madness.